For Jessika

This blog is what I want to say to my daughter, my only child. As I type each letter, I visualize each word heading out into the universe and Jessika seeing or hearing them. I have to believe she understands, I can't bear it if Jessika can't know what I am saying, what I am feeling.  I don't think you have to be a Mother to know the pain of losing someone you love very much.