Dear Jessika,
I should wish you Happy Mother's Day, but I won't. I hate, hate with a passion today. It serves as a reminder I am not a Mother anymore. It is a stab at the heart that my precious grandchildren do not have their Mother with them. It is not fair, it is not right. This whole thing is so very wrong. Don't even get me started on the people who say, everything happens for a reason. No it doesn't. There is no reason why you should not be here. So, I am sorry, I just can't wish you that. Know that I think of you every day. I talk about you to the kids as often as I can. I let them know how proud you are of them, and tell them funny stories about you. Ok, I am going to hibernate for the rest of today, start fresh tomorrow.
Love
Mom
